From the journals of Dr. Fein.
12/17/02 17:49:31 The Journal of Dr. Fein, M.D.,
Ph.D.
I find myself resistant to morning. Waking before
the alarm, I hide next to my wife and play dead. Slow
breaths, deep. Eyes closed. Relax the facial muscles,
don’t clench, you’re asleep. I wonder what I will do
when the alarm rings. Call out today? I could, I could
just stay right here. I could choose sleep. But then
tomorrow? The day after?Shower, dress. Match tie, because appearance is
important. Kiss wife, still maybe—sleeping. Coffee,
bagel, long for a cigarette and congratulate self on
quitting. Think about fixing the door (creaks) and
drive away.
Routine. Structure. My life is together. I am the
one in control…
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The original chapter of Join My Cult! excerpted in this episode written by James Curcio, co-written by Ari & Jason Stackhouse and read by P. Emerson Williams. Music is provided by Choronzon, subQtaneous.
